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| hi to xanga, this blog of mine which have been with me for years. but its been 3years since i last updated, the reason of just neglecting it and not deleting this xanga. its because i felt that it held many memories.. time flies..really flies.. the last time i was in church is actually 3 years ago, felt like its only 1 year plus. time really changes a lot of things and only photos leave people memories..i was seeking, seeking for something throughout from last year till now.. being like busy everyday, i don't know what am i so busy at the end of everyday..i kept everything to myself, sometimes we are just paranoid about what other people will think or judge when we pour out our problems, our ups and downs. who will not judge, who will be there to really listen? thats my concerns.. i don't know if i am growing stronger,perhaps it is some way or another, but there are times i am really down when i choose not to share things out. perhaps environment change, sometimes its better to write than to say. because you dont know the cirumstances you need to bear after saying the words out. then you need to use your feelings to trust. but i lost my "sixth sense" as well, many people i ve came across in the working environment, makes me think twice of what i should or should not say. people always say things happen for a reason, perhaps its what god wanted me to do. now, i am back to christ again. i take little steps to reach him. because i am terribly dry spiritually. i felt half asleep every single day, though i was looking awake, but its in the mnd.. i want to feel him again, like how he found me in the past. i am weak inside, i don't know how strong i can be to any extend, but i ve tried, and i fall again at times. i need him in my life, to guide me and be in my life. haha, i just realized this blog is like my spiritual blog. i bet no one is already reading it, but i just feel like using this blog again. :) | | |
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| just now i had a really great quiet time with jiamian. i think it is really good, lets have more of it when we have the time. lets jiayou jiamian!!
this past few days, i have been thinking. i want to get back to my life again. the one who love god, pray everyday, go school everyday. i must not be shaken so easily. i must discipline myself and rely on his strength.
he say trust in him, i just need to have more faith and trust.
i make a promise to myself now, pray everyday! seek god wholeheartedly , rely on him!!
he's the dearest to me, i see him always by my side whether i am up or down.
i had one kids and PARACHUTE SAMPLE disc. OHMYGOSH. just when i woke up, i saw this two disc beside my bed. i asked the people around me, no one put it beside my bed and they got no idea at all. could it be my aunt? because she is in city harvest too. thou , the kids version dosent have the full version of each an individual song. but the parachute have! if it is my aunt, really really THANKS! i called her, but number busy. well.
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Sunrise and Sunset. To please God more than pleasing people is not easy. But i will try.
recently, i feel like i have really become much more mature. my thinking, thoughts..
i am really getting old, haha.
he is faithful all the time. what more could i ask for? (:
the preaching during F.O.P is really good. grow old , grow young?
our thoughts, negative thoughts. whatever we dont feel like doing, just do it, say yes and deal with it. we must give leadership to our thoughts. really inspire me. i really like the way pst mark preach. and i know god use all pastor in different ways.
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